I SO AM.
I’m not really 100% sure he understands. I want him here. He thinks I’m being emotional and clingy well hunny. If that’s what you wanna call it then HELL YES.
Just because I want to see your face like normal people. Just cuz I want you around my friends and to show you off to the world.
I want to be married for more reasons than this but…I seriously want someone to come home to. To fall asleep next to. To wake up to. To know I’m gonna see them at the end of every day. Is that too much? I don’t know how anyone can do looking distance. I did it once and would never be able to again.
Kudos to you.
I’m psycho and I can’t help but feel a little bad for you that you have to deal with me for the rest of your life.
I miss my ocean
You can never out sin the love of God. He’s too loving, too awesome, and too full of grace. He will ALWAYS welcome you back.
I miss Phil. A lot. His baby boy has his beautiful blue eyes. I miss him. I miss the guy who knew my story and understood. Who knew how to act when I was angry.
I don’t love him anymore like I did. I’m fantastically and fully head over heels for Kyle but.. i do miss him.
I’m not even sure why I’m mad. I just know I am.