Meh.

I mean, the whole facebook world is so overrated. Especially because I’ve been uso hellbent on wanting our relationship to be focused not on us-yah know?

But, yup. We are..facebook official. ha. I think this is really gonna go somewhere :) We still don’t know when our “anniversary” is because we never really…made one. ha. I think that’s clearly a good sign:)

I’m between bursting out in laughter and sobbing.

This is my last night in the dorms. forever. I have SO. MUCH. SHIT.

Seriously, I don’t even know where I got half these clothes (and why the heck did I ever WEAR IT?!). There’s a bunch of just…random stuff. that I don’t need, want, or BALGHiojsdfijfidsjfidsfkj!

The only sucky thing..is that I can’t necessarily get rid of a bunch of stuff because I’m kinda limited. The things I want to get rid of = clothes and for some reason…mom wants to go through them?? I don’t understand. -_- So now I have to lug them to the apartment. UGH.

I’m gonna burst out crying because this is the last night of my second year of college. No matter what, I’ve done it alone. The whole way. I brought my car and packed my stuff for the first day of college and now I’m moving into my own apartment. I’m sure it’ll be like that when I graduate. I watched all of Keith’s family move him out today. I wanted to cry. I wish sometimes I had a family like that….my disfunctional family is crazy and I hate them sometimes…but they’re mine and I still love them.

I just wish I wasn’t so alone tonight…

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